Shot

Running down hill,

Rushing past many things.

Perhaps time is not too relevant when you are running fast.

We shall arise.

We will see for ourselves

What this world will become.

Just a little jumps,

That’s all that is needed.

10.6.2019

Cheers

All what’s been done and said,

It’s been a good ride, alright.

In between the shades of orange trees, basking in the sun, scent of lemon freshly fleeting by so fast,

Wandering in forest of grey buildings, feeding little kittens pieces of peanut butter sandwich underneath a neon sign,

Singing an anthem we do not understand at all and beating our hearts to it,

It’s been alright, a wave worth riding

Through it all, when said and done, square and fair.

I’d do it again. Yes, I would.

10.5.2019

Clown

Where should i begin with this

This bottomless pit,

The craziness that has not started

Nor stopped where does this go and where does this end

When can i live and when can i say what i want and do what i feel like i want to do

Do do do I live like this? for how long how long does it take? what does it take? why does it take so much?

Ah the dance, the dance of a clown is so funny, so ephemeral, an apotheosis of an arterial flow of living things on this earth.

Why should i bother

Why should i care

What can matter?

Where is the death? Where is the light? Where is the truth? Where is the warmth?

Is there an end to this suffering? Is there anything else than the denials, the roman honor and all the glories in the world?

Why

Why

Why

What is an answer to this? Is there an answer? There must be. It must be. What should be done?

Ah, perhaps I know. Perhaps i suggest we sing. Sing out of our lungs the dances, the whistle and the thrusts.

Perhaps, that’s what all it matters.

Perhaps, that’s where it all ends.

Perhaps, this is where we say good morning.

10.4.2019

Happinesss

Grenade balloons won’t do it

Serenade by millions of clowns won’t do it

Cascades of golden milk won’t do it

Perhaps the dance of last summer is what counts.

But poems soak and bleed their ink

Heated strokes of heart cool down

Flesh so tender will wither

Well then.

I hope my probated story will last,

And that my eyes now are clear

10.1.2019

Shot

After a shower of sweats,

Cold tears in a dark room,

Dawn breaks beyond the horizon.

“You took the shot”—

Yes, this morning glow is what I’ve been waiting for.

All the swords that dug deep within my flesh dissolves into a shadow.

“You took the shot”

Yes, I did. And I’ll take more shot,

Until I hit a star.

9.30.2019