Valerie

Until I saw the sun itself,

I did not know I had not been living.

When its warmth soaked through my skin,

When I could no longer hide my bare soul

in veils of rebellious anger, shadows of nostalgia,

I let go of all the restraints to be united with it.

Then the sun started to set,

bringing with it, beautifully bleeding rouge

into the ocean of analgesic blue dusk,

and I returned to an empty dark night alone.

In the darkness, in my heart, the warmth continues to glow.

Believing, without an evidence, that I will see the light again.

7.12.2024

Knife

at the dawn,

I saw the dark breaking down

by slow, simmering, shadowy light

imbuing without knowing, but feeling.

you can almost sniff it off the dewy air,

so the all the darkness withdraws away

into a tiny corner out of view

and awaits for its call

when one longs to sleep.

7.12.2024

Real

Don’t let the memory slip from your grip

What makes all this real.

Remember your humble rock bottom.

Remember the glory in the dawn of the world.

Remember their generous, peaceful smile.

Keep your head down.

Eyes on the target.

One foot at a time.

Until we reach the light.

Should you fall, alight your shirt.

Let it shine the way for those to come.

7.9.2024

Grasp

in the wake of the white misty day in the woods,

there’s an eternally soft and chilling fog,

clouding your vision no further than a foot ahead of you.

let go of your fear; let your imagination run amok.

hold your heart steady, like holding a koala’s bottom.

you will come back alright. just keep holding them.

And open your eyes, see this wonder, rejoice!

7.7.2024

Loyal

clutching a grain of sand in my fist,

I held it in my heart.

ocean wave of sorrow swarmed

because I knew I had a far way to go to get there.

I want to give, to bring laughter, and satisfaction,

but it’s ocean distance away, far longer than the reach of my arms.

vengeful against disadvantage, I sense fire brewing in my eyes.

Get me there. I command my bare hands and feet.

Our only destiny is to succeed.

7.4.2024