Cry

When the birds start chirping,

like a shards of glass in a glass jar,

Spinning around and working

the noise in circles to hear from afar,

Close your eyes for a moment.

Close your ears for a moment.

And let it all out.

No one to apologize. Just let it out.

No time for stoics, heroes or whatnot.

Just hold on. Grip it tight and let it all out.

9.6.2024

Light

For a split moment, it was there, I tell you.

I saw the fresh, warm, and glowing light:

it sparked in the middle of a grey haze of confusion.

The confusion – it’s hard to put a finger on it –

it’s like today is like yesterday, and yesterday like ten years ago.

it’s like the dream is waking hours and waking hours like a dream.

But when you see the spark, your skin feels just right –

it’s as if time no longer binds you to where you are now –

as if you have been where you are supposed to be all this time.

let’s play, dance, run, chat, laugh, walk, sing, hum, smile.

let’s embrace, rejoice, pray, remember, tribute, welcome.

let’s listen, see, feel, understand, meditate, contemplate.

9.3.2024

Forgive

Son, forget this madness.

All this rage, bitterness, and brooding is getting you nowhere.

Hold on to the memories of love, grace, and gratitude.

Let go of hurt, disappointment, and loss.

Look at what remains and celebrate.

Release your pride, ego, and glory.

Find peace in humbleness.

Seek to create light in dark,

shelter to the lost,,

and warmth for the cold.

9.1.2024

Shell

like a slow-moving mountain on a horizon

after a long-period of blurry trees through a train window,

I saw my former self in a shell I left behind,

one I longed to break through in my mind.

it tells a story:

a mind never fixates in one pebble

it flows like a river from the mountain

ever shape-shifting, from roaring rumble

to a serenly calm fjor of chieftain

so while my mind is clear now

let me imprint in a script

you may not know how

but you have been loved while you lived.

remember as long as you can

and give to others, as others have done to you.

8.23.2024