In the end

Frosty Autumn atmosphere is in the air

The sky is pastel milky blue, as if out of a Cezanne’s painting.

The street corners seem oddly a bit more serenely quiet

Putting away the wildness of a last few nights into a drawer

Now is the time to contemplate & appreciate

No more, no less.

Watching as the sun goes down, imbuing the horizon into persimmon orange-rouge haze

I clasp my hands.

Please let there be hope.

9.3.2021

Lore

I wonder if she still remembers the tempest that we rode together in our youth, rumbling and thundering, smashing into places and roaring in laughter,

I gotta say, we had our fair share of cuts and bruises, wrestling with the world, blinded by our youth fleeting ever so fast

Traces of those fights, the battles we had, the scars that were left in each other, now recollected in tiny bits of bitter-sweetness.

Remnants of these memories, ever so evanescent, remained as a mystic story, a whisper in the rustles of Fall leaves

After the storm, only the calm remains. Only in the absence of noise, truth is heard. Perhaps in the tiniest sound of them all, is where the old memory rests ever so patiently even after all these years.

So here we are. What can I do now?

I wait. I pray. I grow.

Per espera ad astra.

9.2.2021

Darkness

I plucked out my ear plugs

Shunted my eye gaze away from my screens

Ate, drank, read, and walked in silence

Just to relish this darkness of sense

So as to appreciate you more fully

Perhaps I should tone down this desire to appreciate you as well,

In order to cleanse myself of impurities

But yes: this is who I am

And here I stand, hoping that I can jump across thousands of kilometers of distance between us

Remedy the years that we’ve been away

And dance in this darkness, together.

9.1.2021

Rain cloud

Oh, this is for you, my dear!

You pressed tenderly your sharp dagger into my chest

Like the hidden pushpin beneath soft furred carpet

And I bled and bled, frightened I ran.

But dear, little did I know

That it was I, who haphazardly spilled a carefully kept bottle of pins in my drunken state of mind, thus pricking a drop of blood with your thin wrists

Yet here you were; steadily gazing upon the sky, waiting. How the years have passed by yet you still remain here is beyond my dignity to understand.

If you could forgive me, for the blindness and the idiotic things I have said; I would rise again, even if it means to be stabbed a thousand times again.

Let it rain! Let it rain, oh clouds of the sky, let it rain!

8.31.2021

Inferno

Throw me to where the flames are arising

For this is the moment I’ve been practicing

In carousel of groundhog days

Grinding teeth as I bolster the boulder uphill ready to be pulverized at any moment

Throw me to the darkness

For the last be of candlewick’s been said to ignite the brightest

Oh, throw me where there is a need.

8.30.2021

Foolish Brandish

You point your fingers at those who wave the flag at the topic of the mountain for all to see.

Poignantly, and supposedly wisely, you mutter yourself, “a real man wouldn’t waver their glory for all to see”

But that acerbic teeth clenching tells me there’s an acrimonious shadow brewing

Just for a moment to peak to strike at the chance to gain it all for yourself

So have you ever cared to notice

That the man’s mind is filled with nothing but remnants of what he dreamed for?

Empty your mind, and get busy working.

8.29.2021

Forest

Strolling through the forest,

I stumbled upon a pin

Rather peculiar, I looked around.

There was nothing.

Too quiet, too clean.

I looked up,

And there it was

A parachute full of letters

Ready to explode in a moment’s notice

Just as you turn you head just a little

To avoid the roadkill;

Staying silent, for running don’t matter too much,

I passed my time watching the butterfly fly away.

8.28.2021

Crimson sun

As to embody the magma itself

Rouge yolk arises above the horizon

Burning its existence in every moment,

It dies, and the revives, every second.

Slowing climbing to the apex,

The pan reverberates its presence deeply

Silently, calmly, and ubiquitously.

Then it descends, as azure darkness leaks in

Ever so subtly, until the seed of ember

plants itself again into the dormant soil

Like a slow wink of a sperm whale

Who descends into the abyss

Searching for its final destiny.

8.25.2021

Voice

Rise up, I say. Hell with the images. Today we rebel.

Fire in my head clears my vision, burning foggy chirps of sloppy excuses and fear.

It’s time to stir up some magic, I’d say; times is to be earned, grasped with coarse hands, squeezed like the milky juice of lemons.

Dare, once again, before swiveling up the guards against the storm to ride the tide and seize the moment of your dream.

The day is still bright, the air is breathable. Take your moment, or get busy giving it away.

8.23.2021

Fight

Fight for her.

You know who I am talking about. I know you still remember.

Dig further into your brown square moving boxes of memories

You’ll find the scent. The tempo of leisurely siesta of golden age. Citrus bliss of youth blending graciously with the earth that abundantly provides.

Fragments of tender vignettes have been waiting here all along, sinking further into the inevitable abyss.

The touch. The smile. The softness. You do remember, don’t you?

So: fight for her. Do not neglect the promise sworn on that bridge. Onwards. Don’t look back. Fight for her.

8.22.2021