Shine

To see one glow so brightly with wit and humor

is such a gift that most unknowingly receive.

Unassuming compassion and empathy

is the utmost form of humanity.

While I find sorrow in knowing the acquaintance must come to an end,

I vow to remember it as long as my strength allows me to,

and hope that one day I can emulate at least

a tenth of the warmth unto others when the time comes.

6.23.2025

Blame

am I blaming others
for not spreading my arm
while curled up in a boulder
fearful of shame and harm?

am I blaming my past
for my current inconvenience
even though they passed
enough amount of penance?

why blame for what cannot be controlled?
why not have a laugh and go on a stroll?
so now, take a chance
for once, let us dance

6.9.2023

Flight & Fear

after facing one too many close calls,
I instinctively sense gripping fear
each night before I get on a flight
there’s too many possibilities
this could go awry.
But I need this.
to know that nothing lasts forever,
to feel there’s nothing to lose
to challenge myself to grow,
I need to go.
Let us stare squarely at what we fear
and learn to grow wise with it.

12.22.2022

Dreams

when you decide to fly,
what you notice first is
darkness underneath your feet

telling you “I’ve been there, it’s all gonna work out”
isn’t going to sound much help
ease that brewing cold anxiety

but look into my eyes:
I show you that I lived through my fair share
what yours will be, let it be the world to show you

brother, dream.
dream big.
big enough to rule this fear.
I believe in you.

7.24.2022

Fear

white luminescent light
brightens this lonely bar stool I occupy
aqua-blue plastic bottle quietly stands
its liquid not wavering a bit

scratching the forehead,
a yellow subcutaneous fat tidbit ticks out
time seems a bit slower in a deafening silence
air circulation of this building just hums

waiting for your turn,
I open my door and walk into darkness.

11.5.2021

Grass

Wind breezes through hairs of grass
Softly and unhurriedly it caresses
Feeble body of grass so fragile
Feelings overwhelm now while
It lasts. 

Stones, storms, or whatnot is yet to
Come visit, biding their time to 
Strike. Singing their songs of life. 
Should you fear them so much, 
Fear not. 

We will work this out

4.6.2019