Fire

don’t go chasing that fire
it’s bright and hot
but after chasing it down the road
all you get is vainglory
thrill, scars, and title
what do they do for you?
in a world
where a door to another world
is just a fraction of a second away
in a world
where thousands of hours of preparation
is just for this one moment
perhaps,
perhaps you can live without
that fire.

11.2.2022

Darkness/어둠

어둠이 도움이 될 때도 있다.
빛이 있으면 때때로
그에 빛나는 것들에 의해 마비가 되곤 한다
끝 없이 넓은 사막, 바다, 산을 보면 그렇다.
어둠이 안 좋기도 하지만
무궁무진한 가능성을 갖기도 하다
만약 어둠 속에 있다면
이 점을 기억하길 바란다.

often, darkness is associated with sadness
it’s a metaphoric atmosphere for nightmare
if you are surrounded by darkness
do know this one piece of fact.
consider, the light.
it reveals how vast the world is:
the ocean, the desert, the mountain, so on.
do you dare take a step forward
in the presence of such greatness?
paralysis takes in before you know about it.
then, consider darkness.
you may still be paralyzed out of fear
fear of not knowing what’s ahead.
but you may also dare to go forward
for you don’t see what’s laid ahead.
perhaps you’ll find something in the end
perhaps you won’t.
and, oftentimes, darkness doesn’t last
forever.
so, when you are surrounded by the darkness
I hope this piece of knowledge
will serve you as a warm glow
encouraging you to grow

11.1.2022

Moments

there are favorite moments I have
walking through a meadow
towards my family on a dusky fall evening
waking up under a winter morning sunshine
listening to quiet liveliness of summer night
heartening arrival of spring from cold wind
fragments of memories may be precious
because they seldom arrive
perhaps, amid this monotonous phase
a lucky fragment will bud.

10.31.2022

Procrastination

ah darn, coding is hard
I don’t want to waste time
staring at the monitor
drying up like a beached squid

what I want to do
I want to talk to you
I want to sit next to you
listening to this tune
reading this book

maybe if you’re here
it might be easier to code
but then again
it might be my procrastination
doing the talk.

10.30.2022

Good

I pray I don’t sway
by praise nor blame
that I stay away
from temptatious ways
that I’ll stay true
regardless of whether others will see through

I pray that there will be light
that there will be laughter and smile
diligent work built on trust
humble honesty weaving a society just
hopeful in dreams of eventual reunion
teeming with faithful heart for a communion.

10.28.2022

Notice

notice the light, the shadow, and shapes
have you noticed how much time has passed?
many things have happened
while there wasn’t much time for pondering
flippant words in my writing troubles me
while my dear heart yearns to rumble again
are you still alive?
If you are, I’d like to see you write again
not a superficial one,
but one that’s deeper, heavier, and moving.

10.26.2022

Perspective

it really depends on what light you see things
under the glorious morning sunshine
all you see may be despair and pain
in darkest days of the year
you might find hope in small sparkling lights
how do you see the world now?
how will this moment be remembered?
what do you want it to be?
between things we can control
and things we cannot control
there is a fine line of freedom

10.25.2022