come, stay and let's talk. it's a good day to be alive
underneath the murky discontent,
I wonder what’s causing my unwillingness
to continue the work that I want to do.
is it the slow frostbite of loneliness?
is it the dessiccation of gratitude?
At home, it’s too hard to work.
I need a better control of “break time”
11.30.2022
ah darn, coding is hard
I don’t want to waste time
staring at the monitor
drying up like a beached squid
what I want to do
I want to talk to you
I want to sit next to you
listening to this tune
reading this book
maybe if you’re here
it might be easier to code
but then again
it might be my procrastination
doing the talk.
10.30.2022
Ralph with Coffee 