Like the silence after the fire has gone out,
there only remains nothingness
when you ask me, “why did you do it?”
As I search for words, certain icicles start to fall,
bearing the words, irrational, emotional, and inexperienced.
As you mourn, I can only grind my teeth
and promise I will carry this burden.
It’s a long, long journey in the desert.
9.17.2025