Music

The smoke has been rising

I thought it was just a passing smoke

I don’t know — a cigarette smoke?

Yes, but then it fumed stronger, blacker

Rising above the surface

It poked its head out

And that was when I knew

There was a seed of amber I had discarded

And it spread, grew, molding itself into

A forceful blow.

I am tired.

I sometimes crave this cigarette I quit long ago

Just to sit back, stare at this mountainous force roaring at me

And relax for the first time in a long time

To face the music that I had been meant to face.

10.19.2026

Protect

Before saving others,

protect yourself.

Understand how others think,

not just what they say they think.

Observe yourself: did you invest yourself

too much or too little?

And remember: what do you really want?

If you choose virtue, why does it matter?

What really matters to you?

If you say it’s the love for humanity,

you know who to talk to.

9.28.2026

Why

I don’t know the answer to the question, to be honest.

I am also still figuring it out.

But I think not knowing the answer

does not mean that there is no answer.

Searching for it may be painful.

I know staying with others will alleviate the pain.

I’ve heard some people have found it along the way.

I hope you will find it one day.

You will be in my thoughts.

9.23.2026

Progressing

Remember her smile –

imbued in melancholic shadow

smoothed by late summer mellow

– wouldn’t you know what’s worthwhile?

March goes on, and it must go forward.

Rinse and repeat, change and progress

But deep in your heart, keep a locket

and only your memory will keep the secret.

To put it simply:

Something about her mattered to you.

Everything else is going fine, but your heart is yearning for passion.

Maybe that passion can stem from your core memory

a force to push you forward

and become your stamina against the challenges.

9.22.2026

Tunnel

When you find yourself in a vacuum,

gravity pulling you down to the earth by your ankle,

and darkness enveloping your vision,

pause for a moment.

Notice the dancing light of fireflies

on a late sleepy summer night.

One after another, you will recall

a spark of smile on their lips.

Within you remains the warmth of your embrace.

Slowly, and gradually,

let your sphere of light expand.

9.21.2026

Give

Give yourself love.

If you need rest,

If you need the work,

If you need time,

Give it to yourself.

Believe you can get to where you want to get to.

Warmth, even in little amounts,

Can bring you much appreciation.

If you have fallen,

If you have sunken,

Rise again. Again and again.

You can get there.

Believe in yourself.

9.18.2026

Ego

Shrouded in mystic vibes,

I mistook aestheticism with intelligence.

Only after stumbling into a pitch of ignorance

Did I remember what it took to learn.

It’s the humbleness, the willingness to let go of superior esteem.

It’s the practicality, to be willing to pick up the axe in a suit.

It’s the responsibility, to be able to respond to the needs.

Hopefully, the steaming emotions will dissipate.

Let the joy arrive in its place instead.

9.10.2026