Memory

Like a warm and sweet perfume scent,

it keeps my heart warm.

Reminds me of why I started this journey.

It’s too tempting to remain where I was,

but the moon is rising

as the sun falls.

It was like a dream.

One I did not want to wake up from,

but one that eventually called my name

to wake up.

11.19.2025

Living

Perhaps at the back of my mind,

I had slid one foot lingering in the back door

as we philosophized over “to love or to survive”.

Like a reflex against my naïveté,

words escaped my lips quicker their meanings.

After a long darkness stopped by

(long to experience, short to remember)

I returned to speculate:

that it is both the hands of the heart and the mind held together

that leads the dance of this life

peppers in living, with saltiness of surviving.

So, all of this is just to say

thank you for conversing with me that day

in the darkest time of that night

under the moonlight.

11.16.2025

Porcelain

A small chip on the lips of a white porcelain cup

caught my eye, glaring at me like an angry

ant ready to bite my lips with its sharp edge

which could slit my skin and bleed red.

Numbed by too many moving parts

ready to raise a cacophony of paper cuts,

I grabbed its neck

and mindlessly tossed it in the can

as if that’s all there’s to it; just a cup of porcelain.

Yet I remember the way its smooth white surface glistened

under the sunlight on a cold winter day.

11.15.2025

Step

The golden sunset shines a warmth onto

crimson foliage imbued in tapestry of hues.

As pedestrians basks in its glory,

I notice tips of the leaves turning into burn marks,

and the glorious sun into last candle wick.

I paused, wondering if I should linger

soaking my soul in its comfort.

But the sun must rise after dark.

Let there be strength and wisdom

in my steps into the dark.

11.14.2025

Nevertheless

Like pastel saccharine taste of cotton candy,

a cacophonous blur of colors pass by

through a tiny window into different worlds.

For a moment, the smell of sewers and inflammatory burns are forgotten.

To return back to face the emptiness,

the helpless vanity that seeks my answers,

is one so tempting to postpone indefinitely

by closing one eye or tilting the head.

Nonetheless,

the sun rises again,

the answer is demanded.

11.13.2025