Writing

Like drawings on the beach sand,

what looked right looks not right

as my eyes glaze over traces of my writing.

As if reaching out to the image of myself

reflected on a pond water,

only for the image to disintegrate reverberating water surface,

writing for the perfect image felt like a mirage.

Yet again, we hoist our belt and trudge on with our keyboard.

One day, it will be captured in our mind.

5.28.2025

Linebacker

In retrospect,

apathy was the only way to cope

with what was intolerable, beyond the limit.

When energy in every fiber of nerves were spent

while the machine kept on churning,

there was nowhere to turn for help,

and the fire before our eyes kept flickering,

so I knew I had to hold the line with all I had.

After all that has happened,

somehow I live yet another day to tell the tale.

This scratch of apathy is a reminder of the past

and a fragment of the reason why I need to reach my goal.

5.18.2025