Summit

“have I done my best today?”
I asked myself
as I stared at a blinking cursor
on my computer monitor.

“no, not yet”
I thought to myself
as I typed a few more keys
on my keyboard, relentlessly.

“where is the summit?”
I wondered to myself
and I implored the world in my heart
found the people I’ve met,
stories we shared,
and saw them pointing towards the bright light
next to the blinking cursor
on my computer monitor.

6.2.2023

Cloud candy

I smoked a cigarettes for the first time
in almost 10 years
in my dream.
it felt so real
I had to remember
the dryness in my mouth
is not the nicotine tar
but unwashed icecream from night before.
let us not let our guard down
to the “one-offs”
let us stay awake
and walk up this hill
towards the threshold
where all efforts will prevail.

4.30.2023