Nevertheless

Like pastel saccharine taste of cotton candy,

a cacophonous blur of colors pass by

through a tiny window into different worlds.

For a moment, the smell of sewers and inflammatory burns are forgotten.

To return back to face the emptiness,

the helpless vanity that seeks my answers,

is one so tempting to postpone indefinitely

by closing one eye or tilting the head.

Nonetheless,

the sun rises again,

the answer is demanded.

11.13.2025

Giving

As we walked the streets we walked decades ago,

thoughts I had pushed far back in my mind

started to resurface, and as the brown dried leaves fell

words started to cascade into reality.

I do not concern myself with forgiveness

but your acceptance of the truth

alleviated the weight I held on for so long.

When I lay my head for one last time

I will remember what you have given me

as I hope I will be remembered for what I sought to give.

10.31.2025

Perspective

As the number of years accumulate,

impossibly thin layers veils my eyes

warping the meanings behind minute details.

Once, I had rebuked them as sentimentalism

But now I look back at it and wonder

if this is what matters in the end.

A new chapter opens,

and flash of light signals the beginning of yet another race.

Hopefully, it’s in the warmth we find in these small details

that we can rest our souls at the end of the line.

10.29.2025