sometimes
I do fall for an all-nighter fun
how do I learn
not to do this again?
I wonder
how I can grow up.
5.30.2023
come, stay and let's talk. it's a good day to be alive
whether you sit still or run,
you’ll feel pain just the same
when things are said and done
isn’t it much fun to play the game?
even if you believe all of this is meaningless
let us believe for this moment
our moment now is priceless
let us rise and live in the present
if you can’t avoid it,
might as well have fun with it.
12.6.2022
it’s a tricky, making a contract with caffeine
to let it wield my will to the extreme
so I could get work done.
yet let us find a way to have fun
in this chaotic parade of goals and tasks
one day the song might end and you ask
“what an enjoyable ride, wasn’t it”?
7.2.2022
a day is too short to enjoy it all
when the night falls
why do I need to go to bed
for the work will return again
let us enjoy this moment a little longer
for excitement is what we hunger
6.24.2022
I hope you manage to keep having fun.
Have that free spirit of wanderlust
those rebellious eyes, searching for trouble,
and unrelenting drive to get up again
and go for another round of fight.
But those moments of seriousness:
the sorrow, the anger, the fear;
I hope you can let them go once in a while.
I appreciate you. Not just for what you do,
but for being you.
I hope you keep having fun in this world.
It’d be good to see you again, my friend.
6.10.2022
at one point, I forgot how fast I was running
time flew by, I just work my legs to fly
I opened my eye, realized I stopped breathing
with ease, just gasps at a time
flash of memories, bright light in the sky
warm shine from the sun, it could’ve been fun
just waiting, yes the waiting, for days to come
there will be smile, there will be warmth, there will be hope.
10.25.2021
Plunge into the legions of wave crashing forward.
There’s nothing to worry afterward.
Yes, a fate is to be gambled as always,
Yet that’s where the fun is at anyways.
Whisper of Death is always nigh,
Not a single wave will deny
Such delicious chance to swallow
A soul dancing such as a swallow.
Spare me your contemplation ’til my funeral
Ripe is the time; alight is my resolution;
Surfing through a narrow path, for the path is ephemeral
Ride through the legions in blitz like a blind man in indignation
6.8.2020
It’s a perverted yet irresistible habit: pulling the root of your own beard hair out from the hypodermic layer with pinched nails.
I dare you do it now. Just one tiny little beard hair. Do it. Just do it.
See? It ain’t too bad doesn’t it? It hurts a little but doesn’t it feel a bit cathartic?
Have you caught yourself yet reaching for another thread of hair? A scandalous thing that others will find out if you do it too much
But you know you want it. Just do it. Do it!
5.4.2020