Zero

just one more game,
I feel alive, unlike ever before
heck, even that Hemingway’s
been on his race horses

so let me have this rush, come on!
I deserve this, I survived today
let me have my game already!
let me live the life!

yet you realize
there’s a mountain load of work.
yup, go back to your cave
and start digging away your work

12.2.2021

Scribbling

scribbling on an iPad
as if to set it on fire
words float in mind
like cereals in the ocean
of oat milk

rub them well, squeeze them tight,
but they won’t stick
and morph into ugly
before you know it

yet, you row
row like there is a final stop
row like you will be saved
row like there will be an end
to this suffering one day

11.28.2021