running

When you run,

Start slow.

And then pick it up bit by bit.

Slow down once in a while

But when you see your chance,

When you feel the stars are lining,

When you taste sweetness in the air,

Run as fast as you can

Squeezing every liquid out of your muscles

See the white flash in front of your eyes

When you are through

You will know

You have done it.

You have lived the best part of this run.

12.3.2023

Appreciate

in hard times,
I appreciate the good memories.
in good times,
I appreciate all those who have helped me.
when the world is wrapped in gold,
I appreciate the moment,
when it dissipates into darkness,
I am grateful for the opportunity.
I can only describe what I have felt,
for I am also seeking the truth.

11.25.2023

Radiant

all became white;
(even when I blinked)
the whiteness filled the universe.
and then it was dark.
like a smile that flashed
— and then gone —
there was the universe
and then aloneness.
As this ebbed and flowed,
I held on.
I don’t know what it was.
But it’s inscribed in my bones.
touch my calluses
taste my tears
peer into my iris
and you will see —
all of it is there.

11.14.2023