I have taken the leap of faith to the wrong side
opposite of where those who have been waiting to catch me
into those who had already left me.
Not only does it hurt to have my trust betrayed
but knowing that I have betrayed the trust of those who believed me
has left a piece of burning ice in my soft spot.
It hurts. It’s searing. It cut through.
Still,
Thank you for this valuable lesson.
Thank you for believing in me.
Thank you for carrying on.
6.26.2026
