trust

Leap

I have taken the leap of faith to the wrong side

opposite of where those who have been waiting to catch me

into those who had already left me.

Not only does it hurt to have my trust betrayed

but knowing that I have betrayed the trust of those who believed me

has left a piece of burning ice in my soft spot.

It hurts. It’s searing. It cut through.

Still,

Thank you for this valuable lesson.

Thank you for believing in me.

Thank you for carrying on.

6.26.2026

I am always scared of honesty.

I am suspicious of the hidden intentions.

Underneath sweet words,

there are often sharp traps vying for blood.

Under the right circumstances,

it went a long way to take a leap of faith.

These are the instances

when even if I fall crashing down

I would feel alright for having put a faith in it.

For these moments, I stay steadfast ready.

7.25.2025

Out of repetitiveness, seasons of waves and turbulences,

a sense of trust builds upon yourself —

like a faithful cast iron pan you’ve used over the years —

beyond the appearance, the comfort, the reputation,

a certain kind of allegiance, loyalty, and trust builds on.

Without wishing for anything in return.

But, remember to keep your head down,

Check yourself with impartiality like a cold thin knife blade;

many have already gone through the grind,

and those who know maintain their silence like a cloak.

5.3.2025