I don’t know the answer to the question, to be honest.
I am also still figuring it out.
But I think not knowing the answer
does not mean that there is no answer.
Searching for it may be painful.
I know staying with others will alleviate the pain.
I’ve heard some people have found it along the way.
I hope you will find it one day.
You will be in my thoughts.
9.23.2026